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About Me Member General Writer Max SmithFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Slutgarden, Tennessee
  • Favourite movie: Bonnie & Clyde, The Dark Knight, All Quentin Tarantino, A Clockwork Orange
  • Favourite band or musician: The Beatles, MSI, HIM, Marilyn Manson, The White Stripes, Jack's Mannequin, Ima Robot
  • Favourite artist: Luke Chueh
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe
  • Personal Quote: “All strange and terrible events are welcome, but comforts we despise.”
  • Tools of the Trade: purple font, purple pen, purple, purple, purple

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I'm Max. This is me. I love Joss Whedon, Quentin Tarantino, Kevin Smith, comic books, greek mythology, poetry, and so much more. I know what I write sucks, but it helps me relax.

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Thu Oct 15, 2009, 6:52 AM
  • Listening to: the rain falling
  • Drinking: coke
Everything feels different. All my life I've been dying to have friends and hang out all the time and blah blah blah. Now, I have that and I don't really want it. I only want what I can't have, that has been evident for a long time. This is different. I would so much rather sit around at home watching tv with my mom or just reading by myself than hang out with friends. What the fuck? I have tons of fun with my friends, but it's all the same. I'm more interested in books, movies, and tv than actually socializing. It's like my mind refuses to let me be normal, which I love most of the time. I just feel like I'm hurting my friends by not hanging out with them. All this confusion has made me feel really tired all the time and not wanting to go anywhere or even leave my bed. On the brightside 9 days til Adventure-Con!
I'm not sure where I stand on a lot of things so just to review...
Politics- I get ridiculously into and I should probably stay out.
Religion- I have none, but I'm tolerant of those who are actually faithful to their religion and don't use it as an excuse. I believe religion and government should stay far far away from each other.
Myself- I hate/love myself. I don't regret anything that I've done and wouldn't change a thing, but the past is very painful. I have learned to accept things and move on.
My friends- I love them to death.
My family- They geniunely care about me and I should stop taking them for granted.
My future- I have no fucking idea, even my plans for UW might be wavering. Not knowing what I want for the future scares me.

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:iconruinaru:
HEY! It's Zack. From IRL. lulz.

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:iconartemislenore:
like woah man

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:iconruinaru:
lol, I know right? 'Tis like magic.

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:iconsatsumalord:
Thanks for the fave. It's greatly appreciated. :-)
:iconmattiello:
Thank you so much for the favorite! :glomp:

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:iconbudodan:
Hey thanks for the fav!

Ps nice coke can ;)
:iconartemislenore:
haha thanks :)

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:iconbritchan-muhmanman:
Thanks for the Fave!!!!
:iconkilljoy626:
Thanks for the fav!

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